Monday, November 27, 2006

Guess Who's Wanted?


I am the fur that covers up your body
The blood that jogs in your veins
The comfort that conquers your pain

I am the bed you rest your skull in
The fat you juggle your pants in
The life you sucked your world in

I am the caffeine that meets your darkness
The pill that drowns your nightmares
The glow that guides your heartless soul towards brightness

I am your greatest excitement…
Your finest diamond
The pleasure that seizes your climax

I am the glory, the love, the sadness…
The hero that brings you back from madness
I am….

Gone!

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Could this be a new beginning?

run away




I am trying to lose weight how hard can it be? I just need to lose 3 kilos!!!! I have realized I want so many things out of this life, and I haven’t accomplished any!!!! Is it me? Am I keeping myself from doing all the things that I want?

I want to go back to 47 kilos
I want to have my own business
I want to live in California
I want to stop feeling guilty
I want to try red wine
I want to be able to run for a long time
I want to look a bit older!
I want to stop caring too much
I want to be a professional pianist and a violin player
I want to have a tennis partner
I want to rule this country
I want to fall in love again and be loved in return
I want to be able to eat 5 scoops of ice-cream and not gain weight
I want to have a swimming-pool
I want to have a pet (cat or dog) doesn’t matter anymore
I want to have a “guy” friend someone I can talk to and not have feelings for :P
I want to be the next Oprah ;)
I want to cook something else other than pasta :S
I want to be braver
I want to speak 5 languages
I want to want to eat fish or sushi (raw kind) and see what the fuss is about
I want to have a baby
I want to be happy
I want to stop expecting too much!


This list is my new years resolution I guess :S

Monday, November 20, 2006

Our lil Hamster is Growing Up

tink bcard



I’ve known her since I was in college
We became real close when we both took the same class
It was ARABIC and we both sucked at it!!! Have no idea how we both got Cs, and No for the last time I did not have an affair with our ugly fat professor! :S Lol
I think of something and she says it or the other way around! We basically share a brain. She’s a fashion junkie and junk food lover.
A perfectionist with a big heart and pretty shoes ;)
She listens to hardcore rap and hip hop music and claims to be classy (I tease) :P
The 2nd prettiest girl in Kuwait :P…
She turns 24 today
Just wanna wish her on her special day a very blissful birthday :)

Happy birthday Coquette.
Love u girl :)

Do I still have to get u a card? :p

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Girls Night Out

Yay It's the weekend :D I hardly go out, but this time it's different. I'm very energetic lately I even started working out again (yaay me). the other day I left work at 7 pm then went home to change and went for a run. It felt good specially when the weather is nice now. You can actually do stuff.

Ok let me tell u about today:
I got of work around 1:30 went home to shower then met my celebrity friend (Coquette) for lunch :P we had Jonnhy Rockets and that girl is a vegetarian... dont even know what she's doing there :P Later at night my other friend (Hanan) picked me up to go out for dinner with Coquette again! hehehe ( no we r not fat) we just love food :( I guess to make up for other things we can't have if you know what I mean? ;) I really needed that... they're such goof balls :P
I sleep now

btw I hate Kill Bill... This movie is really stupid!

Friday, November 10, 2006

You Tell Them Girls!



God me so sick :S I’ve been meaning to post something new, but was too busy coughing! Hanan, and Coquette wrote something earlier about how backwards our “educational” system is. It saddens me knowing that our beloved country is fighting so hard to keep its citizens ignorant. Who are you to decide for me? I believe I have the right to choose for myself. Don’t you think?

I can’t believe they are trying to ban art. They are claiming that it is unethical and some how it is considered pornography thinking it will “corrupt” the “magnificent” minds of our youth. And by youth I mean those who hang around shopping malls, Gulf road, and pretty much everywhere saying all kinds of nasty things and acting like complete idiots. Compare those who graduated from English lit or Art History with those bad-mannered ignorant drop-outs. MAKO MOQARANA!
Hmmm does this mean Pamela Anderson and the Girls of the PlayBoy mansion are artists too? I’m sure our teenage boys studied them quite well :)

The problem is that we live in this hypocritical messed up society that probably most people here are so unbelievably stupid to notice what is going on. I mean come on PPL! Have u even set foot in a museum?! How can you judge something and call it porn when you obviously have no clue whatsoever about the beauty of ART. God I can’t believe how ignorant some can be. Are you telling me that an artist like the great Michelangelo who spent and dedicated his time, lying on his back for years with enormous amount of pain and discomfort painting the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel is a pornographer?
"the whole world came running to see what Michelangelo had done; and certainly it was such as to make everyone speechless with astonishment". Basically, the entire world was amazed by his work, but we (this little tiny dot called Kuwait) are against it! Let us put in mind that we are only known for our OIL and nothing more than that. This tells us that we are culturally and educationally DEAD! Your way of thinking is offensive and I can no longer tolerate your so-called moral beliefs.

Let us be!

Michelangelo